When people speak about Love, two words immediately get through my mind; Happiness and Pain. Happiness when two lovers really love each other. And pain if one loves too much and the other loves too many.
I’m always asking, “When can I find a guy whom I really love and who in return loves me too?”
Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked at her, where was I
Should've been in her place
REFRAIN
Here I am, all alone imagining
What might have been, what could've been if I had been there
CHORUS
Jealous of the one whose arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very, very lucky girl
La la la la la la la
Jealous of the girl who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And it don't get better than that
REFRAIN 2
She say you're fine, whisper words I wished were mine
What might have been, what could've been if I had been there
[Repeat CHORUS]
BRIDGE
And you know I'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd changed your mind
But if she makes you happy
Then I'll leave that dream behind
Then she better treat you right
And give you everything
'Cause the moment that she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wing
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I can relate on the song. Why? Since there is a person who have stricken my heart, but sadly he doesn’t love me at all. He loves someone whom I think could give the love he really need.
Life is really like this. I realized that I should express what I really feel. That’s why I decided to express my real feelings in this blog entry. Honestly, at first I really don’t want to post this entry since I’m afraid that he will read it. But as time goes by, I realized “why should I be afraid?, he will not read my blog at all because he doesn’t care for me at all too! He only cares for the girl he loves.”
But even though how much pain he showed me, I can’t stop myself from loving him. Only I and the Almighty Father know how much pain and loneliness I feel just for a guy like him. All I want is to forget him because if I’ll continue this stupid feeling for him I’m just killing myself softly. But the question now is, “how can I forget him?”. When every minute, every hour, everyday all I am thinking of is him.
I admit I became a fool just for him. Even though I know he has a girlfriend already I still love him. But one thing I should do is to move on and ease the pain in my heart.
Kapag ako ay nagmahal
Isa lamang at wala nang iba pa
Iaalay buong buhay
Lumigaya ka lang, lahat ay gagawin
Tumingin ka man sa iba
Magwawalang-kibo na lang itong puso ko
Walang sumbat na maririnig
Patak ng luha ko ang iniwang saksi
CHORUS
Bakit nga ba mahal kita
Kahit 'di pinapansin ang damdamin ko
'Di mo man ako mahal, ito pa rin ako
Nagmamahal nang tapat sa 'yo
Bakit nga ba mahal kita
Kahit na may mahal ka mang iba
Ba't baliw na baliw ako sa 'yo
Hanggang kailan ako magtitiis
O, bakit nga ba mahal kita
Ano man ang sabihin nila
Pagtingin ko sa 'yo'y 'di kailan man magmamaliw
Buong buhay paglilingkuran kita
'Di naghahangad ng ano mang kapalit
[Repeat 2nd Stanza]
[Repeat CHORUS twice]
CODA
O, bakit nga ba mahal kita
Bbbbbbbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkiiiiiiittt
Now I realized that “Love is a like a War, easy to begin but hard to end.”
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